Wednesday, July 28, 2010

New Medication

I think my new ADHD medication is making me suicidal as the psychiatrist mentioned. I'm feeling quite aweful right now. But no one around me will know. Coz no one around me read my blog. No one cares. Even my bf rarely read it or read it only I tell him to.

It doesn't matter anyway, I have my Kumo.

Actually, it does.

I wish there are someone here hugging me warm and tight.

That's all it matters at this very moment.

But it ain't going to happen, I know that.

And that makes me suicidal.

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